Should this blog one day goes silent

no more replies to your comments

and new entry not to be seen

would you be asking...."how have I been?"

I wonder.....

Who am I, but a blogger

known to only a few, to others a mere writer

and if one day, I remain in sleep

and all my passwords scattered at my feet

would you visit me at my final resting place?

Or in my absence you seek solace?

I wonder......

Here close to me are people I often ignore

in my earnest pursuit of reaching different shores

and should my children weep my final departure

and in silent tears they will say prayers

"Daddy is gone - God loves him dearly

In Heaven he rests and looks down on us smilingly"

Should this blog one day goes silent

wonder no more....

for I may have found my reason.

Tears ... are words a heart can't bear to say

my tears flow, just thinking of the final day

Would I pass the test

Have I been at my best?

Forgive me God....for all of my sins

In the night darkness, I stay awake counting

My days are indeed numbered

it has taken me this long to have that figured

In you O the Merciful and Compassionate

I place my trust, my fear, my hope.

A reminder unfolds before my very eyes

In life and death, we choose our own ways

"Which way shall I take?"

"Take the God's way" I'm reminded of that today!

Should this blog one day goes silent

wonder not how have I been.....

For I may have made my choice

To make up for the time I have lost.

But I won't bid farewell

I may return one day with a story to tell...

.....

(I offer arwah Al Fatihah )

(I offer her and her children prayers)