My own questions....my own answers!

Sometimes, something in our life requires a little push. Just like a pendulum which swings and finds its own rythm and comes to a stop when it reaches velocity zero ~ there are times the same law of physics applies to our life too. When that happens, exasperation seeps in for those who are restless. Tranquility awaits those who are contented.

I feel like my pendulum is coming to a stand still! And I am not sure how ro respond. Part of me has many questions and lots of doubt. Another part of me is feeling rather grateful, finding peace with this stop!

My own questions....

How much must we have before it is enough?

How far must we travel before we arrive?

How much must we lose before we even realize?

How close must we get before we hear His name?

My many doubts....

Too many to list

Too private to share

But I am filled with them.....of what will happen after? And what will happen ' if '......or what will happen 'if not'?

At velocity zero there is not much activity we can do with our limbs but a lot we can do with our mind. Perhaps, we need to make more effort not in nudging for the next bout of swing! Perhaps the effort required is to try harder at not doing anything! To find peace and usefulness in stillness!

Aku hanya ingin berehat! Apa kah salah dengan kemahuan begitu?

Sering aku melihat bintang berkelipan

sungguh indah dan menawan

walau pantas aku berlari

lautan dan benua aku rentasi

bintang tetap berkelipan jua

tanpa berubah dari paksi kesetiaan

dia tidak kemana-mana

walaupun dunia tergesa-gesa

mencari ...memburu...mengumpul segala!

Perhaps it is time I just let my pendulum rests in its equilibrium!

Apakah paksi yang aku cari? Kesetiaan aku kepada apa dan siapa?

Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah!